sometimes
2004-09-11, 11:09 p.m.
sometimes i wonder:
if i'm doing this because i feel it's the best i can get.
if it actually is the best and there is none better.
if you're getting the short end of the stick in this deal.
why you stick around around even with the short end.
if i'm actually capable of changing.
if it's actually just a case of old habits dying hard.
if i'm actually getting the short end of the stick in this deal.
why it's only when i stop being nice and trying to accommodate that these issues come up.
if i should just wipe the slate clean and start from scratch.
and sometimes i wonder if i should just wipe the slate clean and give up.